AWAY
I always have that one song to listen to before I start doing anything, especially when it requires me to type an essay or anything.
I have not been blogging for quite some time due to some circumstances such as never-ending-assignments, part time jobs which I had recently quit, being an aunt to 3 rascal children (still I can't quit this job), a daughter's duty I have to fulfill and doing amazing girlfriend's duty to my boyfriend.
Truth is, I was too caught up with life. I had so many things to settle before this year ends. Speaking of 2017, I honestly don't know what to feel about this year. I remember went through hell and downs some time this year. I also remember that I managed to overcome it, whatever it is, I am thankful.
While I was away from the internet world, it made me realize of something. Doubt.
I always doubt myself in whatever I am doing. Can I finish this nasi lemak? I doubt. Can I wake up at 6AM tomorrow? I doubt so. Am I able to put an eyeliner tomorrow? I doubt I can. Basically, I have zero confidence in me. Which leads to another point - can I graduate with good grades?
Everyone knows how not so smart I am. I don't know how to write a proper email, hell, I don't know how to do an introduction for essay. I need someone to guide and help me. I need someone to tell me that I am doing just fine, although, I'm a mess.
Then, I realized that we should never doubt ourselves. We don't know what we are capable of until we try. Maybe I am capable of eating 3 nasi lemak in 15 minutes or maybe I am capable of writing a short email such as "Good afternoon sir/madam; Best regards". The wordtry sounds so tiring, because sometimes we thought we gave 100% of it, but actually we only give half of it, or maybe just 20%. Something that you thought you couldn't do it turns out to be one of your greatest strengths - so, explore yourself.
I believe that we can give 100% in life. It's just a matter of you want to do it - or not. But, who am I kidding. It's so easy to say this, especially when you keep on trying but at the same time, people around you also keep bringing you down with their negativity - but, that's the thing, it is very important to surround yourself with positive and kind people. These people are one of the main factors for you to move forward. Also; don't give up too easily.
You create your life - you choose who you want to surround with; what you want to be; who you want to be and more. If you surround yourself with negativity - you'll become one. But, if you surround yourself with successful people - you'll become successful too.
Prove yourself wrong and never doubt yourself.
Good day!
I have not been blogging for quite some time due to some circumstances such as never-ending-assignments, part time jobs which I had recently quit, being an aunt to 3 rascal children (still I can't quit this job), a daughter's duty I have to fulfill and doing amazing girlfriend's duty to my boyfriend.
Truth is, I was too caught up with life. I had so many things to settle before this year ends. Speaking of 2017, I honestly don't know what to feel about this year. I remember went through hell and downs some time this year. I also remember that I managed to overcome it, whatever it is, I am thankful.
While I was away from the internet world, it made me realize of something. Doubt.
I always doubt myself in whatever I am doing. Can I finish this nasi lemak? I doubt. Can I wake up at 6AM tomorrow? I doubt so. Am I able to put an eyeliner tomorrow? I doubt I can. Basically, I have zero confidence in me. Which leads to another point - can I graduate with good grades?
Everyone knows how not so smart I am. I don't know how to write a proper email, hell, I don't know how to do an introduction for essay. I need someone to guide and help me. I need someone to tell me that I am doing just fine, although, I'm a mess.
Then, I realized that we should never doubt ourselves. We don't know what we are capable of until we try. Maybe I am capable of eating 3 nasi lemak in 15 minutes or maybe I am capable of writing a short email such as "Good afternoon sir/madam; Best regards". The word
I believe that we can give 100% in life. It's just a matter of you want to do it - or not. But, who am I kidding. It's so easy to say this, especially when you keep on trying but at the same time, people around you also keep bringing you down with their negativity - but, that's the thing, it is very important to surround yourself with positive and kind people. These people are one of the main factors for you to move forward. Also; don't give up too easily.
You create your life - you choose who you want to surround with; what you want to be; who you want to be and more. If you surround yourself with negativity - you'll become one. But, if you surround yourself with successful people - you'll become successful too.
Prove yourself wrong and never doubt yourself.
Good day!